Chapters in My life

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Hi earthlings! Hehe.. Kidding, kidding..(: It has been a very long time since I last posted. Very Looong.. Last dated- 27 March! Hehe.. Sorry, okay? Anyway, really had been quite busy recently. Ok, let's start. Finished both my piano and ballet examination in a rush. And I received my piano results already! Ok, not very good lah-for me. 124/150! You may think that it is kind of low, but piano is not easy to score and that was a MERIT. All thanks to aural and that's the kind of score. If you don't get me, what I just said was very sarcastic. But, 60% is because I was nervous. Therefore, I guessed, the next time I have to prepare 101% ready, so as not to get nervous. Ok, that's for the piano examination I took. Not very satisfied with it but ya.. what can I do now when it's over? Come on, got to work harder for Grade 5! As for ballet, I haven't get my results yet. Should be okay, I guessed. I mean, I am happy with my performance and so, whatever the result is, I guessed it shouldn't be that bad ba.. Hopefully, a distinction. Hehe.. That's about the 2 examinations I took. Now, I am also going to take SA1. Yup, oral and listening are over and written paper are near. Wish me luck! Ok, after talking about examinations, let's move forward to SPORTS.

Yup, as you know I play softball. And softball is my game. Just for your information, I don't usually talk about what happened everyday in my life. I don't think there's a need to and so I don't do that. But there is a reason behind why did I want to post about this particular softball training last thursday. Ok, actually everything was a little different. In a sense, we just don't have the usual throw, catch and bat warm up. It all started with the usual jog and warm up and there goes the game. At first, it was pretty pretty ok. Soon after, when it was my turn to bat, 2 things really unfair happened. First, when the ball came in to me, it was really LOW for me, then both teams started to 'debate' whether it is a strike or a ball. Still unsure, Manda went to ask coach. Coach wasn't looking when that ball pitch it and without any prove or reason, he just said "Strike lah, strike lah! Anything lah!" Crap! At least, you can say something like "Let's not take that ball." Really unfair lah. Crap! And the second one was something similar, just that without coach's decision. Which means, after our 'debate', they concluded that it was a strike. Ok lor, I didn't protest or say anything. Ire, I say to myself "Misunderstanding is okay. Just know it yourself." And there was why I remain silent. Next, it was my turn to catch as a first base. Batter missed the ball and catcher caught. Strike 3! Catcher(Don't want to say who) threw the ball to me and I missed it, in the end still got scolded by coach. Unhappy, I argued back a little. Coach scolded me because he said that I caught in the wrong way. Ok, maybe I did put the wrong catching position at first, but when I realised, I turned to the correct way but it was too late. The ball passed me and I missed it, then I turned back to the wrong way and ran for the ball which wasn't quite far. The next thing, coach scolded me for catching the wrong way. Unpleasant, I argued back a little. But please, look who was throwing the ball! My god, so accurate, so powerful! Yes, very! Right, like real..!! God! Don't wish to talk about that anymore. Anyway, it was parically my fault. Maybe, I shouldn't argue with coach. He is still my coach. Sorry about that. Maybe, I should learn how to control my temper better next time. Really should. Sorry about that. Actually, we don't really need to explain things and stuff to others. "Misunderstanding is okay. Just know it yourself." I made use of it just now but I lost control and forgot about it then. Maybe letting others know so much isn't really something so good after all. But that only refers to MISUNDERSTANDING. Ok, that's about softball. Control. Because 辩者不善，善者不辩。

Also watched 17 Again with Cheryl and Sabrina last monday. Really nice, quite touching. When it was the touching part, I wanted to cry. Emotions choke me but I didn't. Why? Because when I wanted to cry, the touching part finished. The End..(Of the touching part), so no point crying. Lol, that reason is stupid but it's true! But I wasn't feeling very well that day, so I wasn't really concentrating during the movie. Nausea isn't a very great feeling. After the movie, we went to the toilet and when I went out of the toilet, taking a few steps, I vomited a mouthful. Unexpected. Sabrina and Cheryl were both very caring lah. Thanks! I appreciated that(: When we went out of the cinema, I couldn't walk. I was dragging my feet along the smooth floor. I wondered why I feel like vomiting, I ate well. Maybe is the lack of sleep the previous night, so I went back home and fell into a good sleep. Of course, I bathed first lah. Zac Efron is pretty cute! But of course, I don't like him as much as my dearest Fahrenheit! Hehe.. Love Fahrenheit Always! Ok, that's the end of my post. Quite a long one to replenish the previous absence.

"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not, It's just the beginning." Really agree with this as I felt that and upon seeing and hearing this, I know I am wrong.
"It's time to move on." We should get on with our lifes, no matter come what may. Every day is a gift from god and we should seize everything everyday. And I also remembered wu zun saying that he lives and/or eat everything like there is no tomorrow. Maybe, for this point, I should learn from him- Live everyday like there is no tomorrow.

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